I’m constantly glancing through the open balcony doors, up towards the clear blue sky, wondering when it will rain.
I like it when it rains. When I’m inside a building 🙂
Lately I’ve been anticipating them a lot more. Those clumps of dark clouds. I envy them. I envy them for being able to pour rain whenever they want.
I wish I could. Too.
But it’s hard now. My control over my emotions has been perfected after all these years =)
So when I feel the need to cry, I usually watch sad, depressing movies. It’s either that or if I failed my papers/ get bad grades.
I prefer the former much more thank you very much. The feeling of stupidity is hurtful T__T
I’ve been feeling crappy lately. Which explains the infrequent posts.
I usually avoid writing emo stuff. Because they’re not easily expressed nor digested. And I dislike people knowing how I feel.
A laughing/complaining me, I can show. The opposites, I prefer to leave them in the dark.
So when I’m not my usual bubbly self complaining on random stuff, I just don’t write. Simple.
Sharing this song just coz I think it’s amazing. One of my fav bands ever 🙂
Qish once asked me,
“Who do you reckon has the most manly voice?”
“Jared Leto. 30S2M.”